Tuesday, December 20th 2011.
Hello.
Miracle.. YES. Today I got out from school at 6PM, and tomorrow I'm finishing at lunch.. FREEDOM.
So.. Things I did today? Same shit, different day, oh yeah I forgot.. amazing news: I got a 6/20 in philosophy.
Anyways, since I haven't done anything 'special' today , I'll be talking about random crap.. I want to talk about something I can't seem to understand lately.. Why do people give you so much attention, then suddenly crash you?
I know for a fact, that people aren't all good, they aren't all angels, including me. We're all evil, we all have bad thoughs.. But when someone shows affection towards you, either less than a friend, as a friend, or more than a friend, you just can see if the person is sincere by looking at their eyes, and I highly doubt anyone can be such a great actor to show you something that seems so real when it's all fake, this is confusing me .. Why are people constantly acting as if you don't exist when you seemed to be so close to each other just a couple days before..? I haven't got a single idea about what the reason can be..
I won't deny it.. From my personal experience, I've ignored people, and avoided them, I still am ( which is quite the reason behind this subject discussion) .. because of different reasons, the most common reason was that I discovered by my own self that they lied to me, not once, not twice, but oh well, they know very well I'm aware that they lied to me.. And didn't apologize. I'd still forgive them if they apologize, I'm that type of person.
EDIT : BACK, It's 1AM, I just got to my room.. We played ouija in school, with the rest of the class, was kinda fun, scary but worth it.
Anyways, I'm sleepy, and I only have 6 hours of sleep left.. So goodnight everyone. ^^
Miracle.. YES. Today I got out from school at 6PM, and tomorrow I'm finishing at lunch.. FREEDOM.
So.. Things I did today? Same shit, different day, oh yeah I forgot.. amazing news: I got a 6/20 in philosophy.
Anyways, since I haven't done anything 'special' today , I'll be talking about random crap.. I want to talk about something I can't seem to understand lately.. Why do people give you so much attention, then suddenly crash you?
I know for a fact, that people aren't all good, they aren't all angels, including me. We're all evil, we all have bad thoughs.. But when someone shows affection towards you, either less than a friend, as a friend, or more than a friend, you just can see if the person is sincere by looking at their eyes, and I highly doubt anyone can be such a great actor to show you something that seems so real when it's all fake, this is confusing me .. Why are people constantly acting as if you don't exist when you seemed to be so close to each other just a couple days before..? I haven't got a single idea about what the reason can be..
I won't deny it.. From my personal experience, I've ignored people, and avoided them, I still am ( which is quite the reason behind this subject discussion) .. because of different reasons, the most common reason was that I discovered by my own self that they lied to me, not once, not twice, but oh well, they know very well I'm aware that they lied to me.. And didn't apologize. I'd still forgive them if they apologize, I'm that type of person.
I guess I'll just have to try to be more careful next time. :)
EDIT : BACK, It's 1AM, I just got to my room.. We played ouija in school, with the rest of the class, was kinda fun, scary but worth it.
Anyways, I'm sleepy, and I only have 6 hours of sleep left.. So goodnight everyone. ^^
x Love, Aya.
